Im running out of things to say
Words that will make you see
All the pain you keep causing me
I love you from the depths of my broken heart
I trust you with it’s care
And you go and start these fights
These reasons I deserve my pain
But still won’t tell me how
We fight and love and smile
But my smiles fading
as the fighting increases
and my love grows stronger
You say that you love me
Then why would you have ended it?
There are girls who are prettier
who will give you more than I
they can give you things I dare not try
So why are you still here?
Why are you still pretending to care?
I make you angry and frustrated
You hurt me and make me cry
Threaten my security and faith in you
Yet you lay here holding me
I can’t give you what you’re looking for
but still I want you here forver
I can’t lose you to them
I can’t stand fighting and tension
I want things to be just fine
You promised we’d be more than alright
So then why am I crying here?
Afraid you’ll leave me
Walk out of my life like the others did
Find something, someone thats better
Someone perfect
I’m running out of words to say
Words to make you care
How badly I need you here
That I cant stand how you can’t stand me
You are everything I always wished I had
but we’re falling apart
Please, tell me you still care
Let me know you love me
Promise you won’t leave
I know I’m not the most beautiful
and I can’t give all I have
but my world wouldn’t be the same
If the one holding you forever
that special person
who knows everything about you
you’re perfect someone...
wasn’t me.

 
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