In times of depression and anguish
I have hated many, and hurt many.
I was a lost soul in the sea of confusion.I was the outkast of my own
world.I didn't know how to love myself nore love another.One thing is for
sure i knew how to hate and hurt myself, but I have come to the conclusion
that it was a waste of my life and time or what i like to call useless hate.
Now all I know is how to learn from my mistakes and take life one step at a
time and make goals to achive. This isn't as easy as all u may think. it
took me 17 years of my life to realize that u get one life one chance, there
is no second chances. I learned that the hard way. To the one's that I have
hurt I am sorry, I know that is not much, but its all I have to offer.just
remeber that i was not the only one hurting you people, because in the
proscess you hurt me just as much if not more. You alll thought you knew
me. i don't see that posible because i didn't even know who I was. I still
don't . I am finding out who I am and I like the new me that is come in to
form. If you will accept me for the person I am now I would be so glad.My
world just starting. I have alot of rebuilding to do and I need alll the
help I can get. For those who do help me in these new life thank you
laters
Mike
 
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