i slit my wrists
scream in pain
do you really think i want to live this way
you avoid me
like some kind of disease
you can't stand me
you don't even know me
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not anymore
you believe these freaks
you'll do whatever they say
i thought you were more
i loved you with every part of my being
you were my angel
my light in this cyclone of darkness and hate
the one that kept me going
the one that made me happy
the one that me feel truly special
.......................
but no longer
your elegant smile
the sparkling wings
your radiant face
your beautiful words that danced around my heart
your remarkable body
that's flawless in every way
the one you said you'd make perfect to protect me
to help me in my times of need
your very presence made me tremble
both love and fear coursing through my veins
now your blinding beauty has dulled in my eyes
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i now see the evil in your eyes
the blood lust creeping in your voice
the hatred that beats in your very heart and soul
what happened to my angel
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how could this vile demon take your place
the one that laughed when i fell
the one that ignores me whenever i say hi
the one that told me to never talk around him again
i guess that was our final goodbye
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you were the only one that kept me going
the only one that ever cared
i have no light to cradle me goodnight
no smile to turn my day upside down
nobody to stop my tears
the one i truly loved has died
and now it looks like i must die too
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i'll slit my throat
then my wrists
let the blood drip to the ground
like the tears my soul is unwilling to shed
this is my only sanctuary
death my only place to run
my only place to hide
not even the one i loved cares for me now
why should i stay when i will be so lonely
let me bleed till i die
this is the only way
for what is the good of living in a world filled with love when no one loves
you back
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what is this
my love you have come
you run to me
with so many tears in your eyes
you squeeze me tight
not caring about the blood staining your clothes
you're crying so loudly that even the wolves start to howl
it's amazing how your tears sparkle like gems
and your crying sounds like music from the wind
you tell me how much you love me
and how sorry you were for the past couple of days
you say that you won't know what to do with me out of your life
and you start to cry some more
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then you take the knife out of my bloody hands
you stare at it like it meant your life
i spit up blood
these are my last seconds on earth
you turn to me then say so gorgeously
"i love you too much to see you go without me"
then you take my hand and stab yourself
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i gasped for a second
watching you struggle for air
while i struggle to keep my eyes open
so there it ends
we both die in eachothers arms
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this is the kind of love that will never brake
and i will never question it ever again
my love for my angel
and my angels love for me
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