pondering mind 
with an acking soul
does not reveal himself as a whole
instead he hides 
and finds a way  to show himself in other ways.
no remorse for what he says
no sorries for his debts.
so he lies in his bed 
and tries to figure out his head
the screams get louder every minute. he can't take much more torment.
then he wakes and starts again .
tries to remeber way back then .
 but no luck for this soul its  forgotten .
nothing but  a black hole.
but he still tries and never wins.
                       ~fin~
 
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