cut
slice
chop away
to think i do this everyday

cut once
and then end up doing it twice
i can never seem to put down the knife

crimson redness
d
r
i
p
once more
the earths so silent
i can here it meet the floor

no one knows
this is all mine
it helps the outer me heal
from my dying inside

blade keeps calling
to the wrist of me
healing me but leaving scars
so secretively

not quite deep enough
to end my time
but rather for me
to keep alive

take this from me
and who will i be?
let me test myself and see

overall pain
endless crying
well i know without this
ill be dying

take a chance
start again
make the knife
my only friend

do i want to do back to this
watching each blood crystal
d
r
i
p
from each wrist

cut
slice
chop away
to think i started this
again today

but at least I'm living
and I'm ever so alive

back to healing the outside
while I'm dying inside



 
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