Trying to look happy
tho i feel so bad
wishing for a childhood
that i never had
hideing the pain
and hurt in my eyes
everydays the same
dont have time for your lies
i hate my self
and who i have become
im a big dissapointment
i feel so numb
i pick up the knife
i want to hurt again
but i dont cut
it cant stay the same
i made a promise
that i must keep
that will stop me from going
in to permanent sleep
im sorry for you
who dont like the way i feel
but my life is a mess
nothing seems real
i want to die
to get away from this place
but im stuck here
hideing my face

 
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