I am breaking the habit,
Trying to love again.
Trying to see the real truth
In my friends.

I was so lost in my painful world.
Everything made me this helpless little girl.

Inside my feelings still run slow.
As I continue to love
And learn to let go.

My thoughts are lost to everyone but me.
Hiding these feelings and acting really happy.

No one else can even imagine my life or thoughts.
I begin to actually see some light between all my faults.

My life portrays someone waiting for death.
Laying in my bed just wanting to be left.

People think they understand me and my ways.
They don't understand anything unless I tell them I wanna be left to lay.

So as the ice pumps through my veins,
My mind and emotions become all the more faint.
 
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