I'm sitting here on my bed
Decomposing in upsetting thoughts
Alone and scared are my days and nights, I wish you were still here.
We used to laugh and cry together
Now I'm the one crying.
So many things we did together,
And it seemed like we just met.
I have no one to pinch me when i burp, no one to correct my tongue.
You used to tell me I was a goof
Now I can barely hear your vioce.
At night, we'd sit under stars & sleep
But the nights are far to cold now.
I can't go to a lake and think of kissing you again.
Passing your doorstep just hurts me.
We shared a lifetime together.
I cry so hard now
Hoping it can bring you back
Each tear filled with love & sorrow.
Love I had never shown you
Sorrow from the love you didn't see.
But what love I did show, was only the beginning.
I still cry harder.
I just wish i could've held you longer.
One last time, in all your glory.
I never would've let go.
I still cry, cry myself to sleep
Cry because your gone
And I'm alone.

April 17, 2003

 
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