As the web of my life has unfolded, I have noticed how bad it seems getting
older.
There have neem so many nights where I have wanted to die.
Go to the grave...Be by my grandmothers side.
I have cried myself to sleep so many nights.
And gotten to where I don't even want to see daylight.
When I sit here alone and think to myself...
I just want to end it all...
Hang my life on the shelf.
I get attached to someone and they leave me crying and alone.
I go to school and put on a smile...None of my pain gets shown.
I feel so confused hiding my soul in this body.
Nothing is right.
None of my feelings for anything or anybody.
 
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