if they only knew what coursed throughout my body, they'd never comprehend
it. To understand the method behind the mayhem would be to travel into
unchartered territory. No ones ever been there but me. I happen to like
being there...alone.

They'll never know of the poison that swims in my veins.
Or the hatred that boils in my blood,
And the fear that seeps out of my skin.

They'd never realize that I'm not okay. The thoughts that are born within my
head scare even me. I'm always pondering the odd, and normal thoughts dare
not think.

They'd never see the pain in my dead heart that I've hidden to well. I've
never felt love, rather love's cold steel piercing my flesh. Love will never
exist in my world.

They'll never know what lays inside
Nothing they've been through compares to what they don't know.
Angels have cried during my wasted years. They'll never cry, they'll never
know.

They'll never know a damn thing.
never see the pain and agony
never feel the hatred or fear
They'll never know any of it,
Only for the simple fact
That in my world...you dont exist.

may 26, 2003
 
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