"Distorted Thoughts"

Blue grows to black
Black grows to blue
This cycle continues til there's nothing left
Slowly it moves faster
I dont knw where I am
So many emotions riding on the thin line
Love and Hate
Good and Evil
Right and Wrong
Does it ever stop?
I'm crushed by the weight of the world
My heart
Its deceitful
Leashed
Terrified
Fear
What if it were free?
So many scars
Though the pain fades
The scars will always stay
Everything drenched in tears
The ledge is moving closer
I cling to My Wall
It conforms to me
How much longer can I hang on?
The ledge is moving closer
I hug my escape tighter
The conforming has stopped
My grasp grows tighter still
Hope
Its gone
The ledge is moving closer
No where to go

April 27, 2003
 
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