'Try to hold on'
My eyes close to release a tear
'They don't love you'
I try to block out what it's trying to say.
I know I might be crazy,
Only imagining these thoughts

But it must make you wonder
If it isn't the voice
Or if it is myself
Giving a hidden clue
As to what I really feel.

I've felt in the dark for so many years
Wandering into an unknown
That only I could realize.
Maybe I am ignorant
Or simply insane.

I still hear the whispering
From time to time.
Asking for favors
And deeds in which I cannot do.
Telling me to run, face fears
In which I can't remember.

They repeat themselves
Over and over.
Creating a spiral of exhaustion.
'Stop it! Stop it!'
I finally reply
As the trigger is pulled
And the voices are silenced.
 
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