Dark September has seemed to reach me again.
Worrying everyday:
Will I be alone again?
Will I be alone again?

Breaking beneathe the shadows' cry.
Wondering why I love you when you only want me to die.
Will my tears run dry?
Will my tears run dry?

It's taken back: Another year...another pointless slavery to stare at you in
awe...
as you push me away and kick me around till bloody tears
leave my eyes allowing
me to suffer in this
crimson pool 'till I drown.

Just stop
it's hurting now...
this dagger you plunged into my
happiness.
I would ask you to leave me now
but you were never here in the
first place.

Kill me please!
Before I see you kiss her!
It's too much to bear:
how much I loved you and so little she has...
to reward me with a horrific sight of
innocence lost between you:
my despair.
My despair.

I'm shutting my eyes now...
I can't let you see me cry...
not again...
you'll only make me cry some more...
I'm gone...into an infinate light where I only see you.

Dark September has seemed to reach me again.
Worrying everyday:
Will I be alone again?
Will I be alone again?
 
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