I gave you something that meant everything to me. You took it now it hurts
more than anyone is able to possibly see. I often sit and wonder why I
should care. Because now you are never there. I use to see you almost
everyday and if I didn't I could at least talk to you. But things
change and I guess it's something I have to get use to. You thought if
it happened I would get attached. How could I? You seem to think were not a
perfect match. I try so hard to show my feelings for you but you seem to
think they're not true. I disobeyed and even prayed but nothing has
come out of either to this very day. You don't know how it is to be me
thinking of you and wondering will we ever be? I use to think you were an
angel from above, but would an angel have me crying wishing for their love?
I know I could get my Daddy to see the real you. He would get use to it as
long as I were happy and I don't know if I will be happy with someone
new. It's crazy sitting up at 3:36 in the morning but it's hard
when your heart is breaking in two. I was sure I was over you. But my heart
is telling me it's not true. My tear ducts are dry because way too many
tears fell from my eyes. But I won't give up I will just give you
sometime
 
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