She sits and pouts knowing in two months she's out she cries wishing she
still had someone at her side. The confusion the pain is taking her to an
end. If she could only find one true friend. Slowly she's drifting, drifting
to hell and further from the lord. She stares into the distance would it
help to bleed. Maybe if she didn't eat a new body would be neat. Loneliness
a feeling she knows so well even when not alone Surrounded completely out of
it she sits she writes pouring out her feelings kept deep inside she hurts
so she lies often it leads to many cries. She wants to leave this body wants
a new mind. Her Father she loves so dear oh how much she needs him near she
pushes, pushes everyone away afraid, afraid they'll leave, leave like her
best friend run away and never come back again. She bleeds deep down. Don't
leave her alone she's scared. Who is she? What does she want? I s she meant
to be here? A miricale is all that can save her now she prays everynight she
tries to fight emotions pouring like a faucet boys and temptation friends
and pressure she doesn't care. She thinks shes fine. They tell her this they
tell her that yet there's no effect lonely her mind goes blank. Cry she
wants to but her eyes are dry too many tears multiple fears Momma where is
she, what is she doing? Happy is Momma alone is she. Loved ones stolen
thoughts of hurting uncontrolling she thought he was hers but no she got
some of her own lies. Dying slowly but fast yet the time seems to never pass
be alone don't speak you'll be fine if you do that last line lying
unbelievable the girl that cried wolf. Stare into darkness fight the
loneliness. She hurts nothing seems to work she wants to give up but she
don't know how. Who to trust? Who to turn to?
 
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