I cant feel the outward pain anymore,
Yet I am still so weak.
My insides cant take the ridicules,
My foes continue to release.
I know that they mean nothing,
And I know I shouldnt care.
But these many burdens,
My heart can no longer bear.
They're just jealous, right?
But what is there to be jealous about?
I am less on the inside,
Than I am on the out.
The outer shell has been beaten,
It can no longer contain whats within.
Why do my emotions continue to pour out?
Why cant I hold them in?
All I wanted was for people to care.
Now I wish they couldnt.
Lord knows all the shit I've caused,
That they really shouldnt.
I do this to harden the outside,
For if you saw the insides of men,
It would be so much easier,
To break my down again.
 
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