I tell everyone that I'm doing just fine
but fine is a word my mind can't define
I tell myself I've pushed you out of my heart
I keep thinking I'm not falling apart
Three days ago you were mine
You were my friend
Now the hatred I have for you is only pretend
You're playing the game that I started
It ran through my mind the moment we parted
I felt fine or so I thought
Another lie my soul has bought
What I felt before...it was real
Now I feel so empty inside; my heart has no seal
It's screaming at me somewhere inside
What's left of it seems to have kept it's foolish pride
This is not the way I choose to live
I don't have anything to give
I'll hold my heart out to you in two open hands in hope
your soul is where its aching wings will land
My soul is stubborn and cannot move on to someone else besides you
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