Your off in a distance
Your so far away
You stand there and smile as you slowly walk away
You say you'll be back
You'll be okay
but my gut has this feeling of letting you stay
I ask you once more
you just turn away
You say I must fight for our freedom I don't want to regret this one
day
I know that your right but I feel like your wrong
my heart just beats faster
you keep going on
I tell you don't go you smile and just say whats done is done
everything will be okay
I try to believe you
I know you are right but this feeling I have I just cannot fight.
You smile and you kiss me
I feel only bliss as you slowly pull away knowing in your heart you'll
be missed
I wave till there's nothing
there's water in my eyes I try to hold back the feeling
I try not to cry
I still smell you scent all over my clothes I take it in softly till it
starts to hurt my nose
I waited for ever
but it was a short time
I send letters and pictures telling you all that was on my mind
You answered me once in a while it seems
but then the letters stoped coming until there was nothing left to see
I waited for an answer
Any kind but the one I recieved just made me hurt inside
I heard the bell ringing
Rush to the door
Opened it slowly
Hoping it was you once more
But it wasn't you
It was someone else
They tell me your gone now
I felt like I was in hell
He looked at me slowly with sadness in his eyes
He told me you fought hard and there was a reason you died
I just couldn't take it
I fell into tears
I was on my knees praying
hoping he would just disappear
I look up once more
He put out his hand
I grab it with sorrow
Told him I understand
He left with no reason
Just said some good byes
He left in a hurry
I just continued to cry
I pushed myself up
Got off from the floor
Made my way to our room
Just stood there at the door
I stood there heart aching
Only hurting inside
I couldn't believe you left
Couldn't believed you died

*This is dedicated to all the soldier that are in Iraq fighting for our
freedom*
 
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