He sits there, laughs escaping his lips, his soul doing countless backflips
Yet he realizes nothing of despair, nothing of this feeling of burden, this
feeling that no one cares
He claims he loves, he claims he needs, he claims he'd plunge into that
deep ocean if I'd ever leave
No expectations, none that are good, only the commands of hatred that are
nothing but crude
I dream of life, it's artificial luxuries, I dream of love, what it
really is

He never fails to leave those scars
He never ceases to put out that burning flame
When I cry my blood red tears
He has his way to hide all of his fears
His fear to love me
His fear to breathe
His hope to remove me from love's desperate pain, nonexistent

In all his might, he still fails
Again he sits back to watch my body grow frail
Life plays before me, leaving me behind in it's tracks
Throwing me back into the months before

All my body feels now is a constant stabbing of the same blade, of the same
hate, of the despite that has entered his once beautiful spirit
What has happened, what have I done now

His eyes, turning dark, turning grim, turning so full of the hate
you've kept inside
Do I still have a voice, because if I did, I'd say I love you
I do not fail to do it, I love you
In my blood red tears I feel all breath leave me, all feeling dissapear,
everything is gone, or is it not

Is this where it will end
He never fails to bring me out of blood red tears
It was just a dream, or was it




 
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