In the beginning everything was good
You and I were as tight as could be
I never thought we wouldn't be together
Forever is all that I could see

But Boy you had me fooled
So many times did we fight
It seemed like that's all we did
Day after day, night after night

But I couldn't see what was going on
I guess I was blinded by love
I figured we would make up as usual
I figured we could rise above

Then I saw you standing down the street
You yelled it was over to me
I couldnt help but break down
Falling, I cried on my knees

Now you come around
Playin me like the fool
Useing me whenever you want
Like I'm some kind of tool

You kiss me and I melt
I forget that your with her
But then you up and leave
And we're back to where we were

So now I sit her alone
Upon my bed I cry
Remebering how it use to be
Longing only to die

I can't take this pain anymore
My heart is broken beyond repair
I grab the gun up off the floor
Knowing all I'll ever feel is despair

I aim it to my head
So close to ending it all
But decided against it
I slowly let it fall

I lower the gun
And aim it for my heart
After all thats where it all took place
That was the beginning, that was the start

I stand there crying
Clutching a picture of you
I hope your satisfied
For this was all because of you

I close my eyes and pull the trigger
My regards to you is all I send
Just know that I always loved you
Even to my bloody end




Editors Note: This poem was written for my cousin. I hope everything works
out for you, Randi!!!
 
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