You were my first
I gave you my body and soul
Who knew you'd be my worse
Holding me prisnor not letting me go.
You said you loved me, I loved you too
Then came the yelling and the bruises
Saying "you made me do this to you"
People asked "what happened" as I made up excuses.
Found out we were to have a baby
You were happy or so it seemed
Three months on the 9th of january
Kicked in the stomach, I layed and screamed
Wanting to get away
You'd threatned pain if I tryed to leave
Don't you see you're killing me
One year after getting together
We layed in bed fighting
After I'd have a scar forever
As a knife in my thigh, you started crying
Things begun to get better
Once again you were the person I'd loved
Good things don't last forever
Hit witha mirror here comes the blodd.
Still I stayed like an idiot
You had me by the throat
Thoughts of leaving, forget it
It was only a big joke.
Shot in the back with a bb gun
About to bashed in the head with an iron
Your mom steped in and I began to run
Here come the cop car sirens.
Finnally I was free
Only to find out I was pregnant again
No this couldn't be
A secret, not even telling my best friend.
Skipped state to be safe
A beautifull baby boy was born
That had his fathers face
Hard to look at him, hatd to adore.
Slowly getting over it
And just loving my precious son
Glad I left before I got my head split
Glad that what was, is finnally done____
This poem is about a true relationship that I was in and that i survived. My
little boy is three and a half now and I love him more than anything in the
world.

 
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