Nothing's Changed

On The Way Down plays over and over in my head,
It's orientation day at Connally and I miss everyone, well, almost.
I watch out for friends to go and hug or freak out.
My glasses are gone, I got contacts,
My hair is shorter, neater,
I got taller,
But I'm pretty much the same.
I still wear the same crazy grin,
My personality is still very much wacky,
And my mind is still mildly perverted.
Nothing's changed.
Atleast, I think nothing has changed.
I convinced myself I was over you,
Told myself,
Hey you got someone now,
No need to think about you anymore,
But then I saw you walk right by me.
You didn't see me,
But I saw you.
And just as my dream described,
Your hair is shorter too,
But you're still breathtaking.
I ran in the opposite of direction of you
As you left the building.
I stopped to catch my breath
And grabbed at my chest.
Sharp pains went through my heart as I remembered you,
And what you did to me,
I think about it right now and think,
I'm still madly in love with you.
I still need you,
Your adoring eyes once more on me,
No longer with fear or confusion,
Your hands touching mine as we tease each other,
Your beautiful smile directed at me once again,
My heart still yearns for your forgiveness and your love.
I know I might not get it,
Never,
But I still want and need your presence in my life.
No...
Come to think of it,
Nothing has really changed.
 
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