i dont understand what i did
why theres blood on the carpet
you lying there
i dont quite remember
my mind blocks out the words i said
and the reason why you're dead

you dont know how hard it is
to know something and cannot say it
to know the person you love
has no intention of being true
so maybe thats why your face no longer holds a light because im the one who
came into your window at midnight

i swore to myself its just a dream
that none of it was real
but even you couldnt hide
what i saw right in front of me
i tried to calm myself down and stare at the ceiling and at the point i lost
all feeling

now theres marks on my arm
and bruises on my body
from where you fought me off
but anger did my justice and left you in the dust
and when i think about the good times we used to had its really not my fault
what i do when i am mad

 
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