AUTHOR'S NOTE: ANOTHER OLD ONE!!! :) WRITTEN ON 10/28/01! PERHAPS THIS
WASN'T THE BEST ERA OF MY LIFE, BUT THEN AGAIN SOMEONE HELPED ME
THROUGH IT!! ENJOY! REMEMBER I WAS YOUNG!

Screaming, yelling, fighting and crying.
Thats all i hear and much of what i fear.
everytime i hear, i shed a tear.
when will my head become clear?

my life is slowly falling apart.
i want to go away, somewhere far.
Why cant they get along?
life isnt a song.
everything that happens always seems wrong.

Almost every night, i sit and think.
i think about the people that have a life.
ones that never have to fight.
why cant i have a life like that?
these problems i have seem so bad.

how can you handle me now?
why do you keep your vow?
cant you just throw me out?
i dont want you to be involved,

my life is slowly falling apart.
why cant you heal my heart?
i want to live a normal life.
i just dont want to cry inside.

although you comfort me, your gugs no longer set me free.
i still feel the same inside, no where to run, no where to hide.

i can not take this anymore.
what else is there to live for?
do i have a future ahead?
will things get better and clear my head?


 
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