Im so tired but i cant get to sleep
This pain has taken me in way too deep
Words and lies are surrounding my head
I cant take this anymore i just want to be dead
Nothing changes it all stays the same
Im filled with hurt and i cant take this pain
Id rather let go than sit here and be so upset
No one can help me, I dont have much time left
I dont want to give in and see my family sad
But i dont want them to know and make them feel bad
While i look at myself in the mirror, i just brake down and cry
I hate the reflection looking back at me, I just wish it would die
No one knows how deep into depression i am
And i dont think anyone really gives a damn
I thought i was over it until it came back
I was seeing things a bit brighter, but then it turned black
Why did it decide to come back to me again?
It had it's fun but it wanted to play with my head.
 
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