How are you dear cousin of mine,
Cause I am so far from being fine
You see, so long have I kept my feelings inside
Hopeing they'd go away if I were to hide
But there still here even after all these years
I can't seem to rid myself of these fears
I was so young when it happened that I didn't even know
That what you were doing to me was wrong, so I let it go
You took advantage of a little girl. Your own flesh and blood
The tears I later cried would soon form a flood
You left my innocence but raped my trust
I've spent so long trying to re-adjust
You raped my soul, my heart, my mind
You made me feel like I was being confined
I felt like I couldn't tell anyone about you
For fear of my family being torn in two
At first I thought it was my fault for what you did
I know now it wasn't for I was just a kid
But the guilt that came to me has never subside
I feel so lost when these emotions collide
Hate, anger, and fear just to name a few
I wish you could feel the Hell you put me through
But I know you don't and probably never will
You're a sick, evil bastard with pain as your skill
God, I hate you, I hope you fucking die
For all the years you've made me cry
WIth your perverted touch you took my world from me
You drained my joy and took away my glee
Forever I'll be in a state of plea

Eternallywounded,
Your cousin Julie


Editors Note: I was not raped by my cousin. He only touched me sexually when
I was very small. "You left my innocence but raped my trust." I
tried to explain that through this line. I just wanted to make that clear to
everyone. Thankyou for reading.

 
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