Afraid and alone
no one to comfront me
no one to say its alright
i got someone who loves me
but..theyre too far away
the pain is only getting greater
my world is just getting darker
yeah sure
i have great friends
and i have bad friends
sometimes i may get upset over little stuff
but..you shouldnt single me out
you shouldnt say
thats the girl i dont really like
you should just not be my friend at all
people try to make me feel better
realize what a great life i do have
and it may work for about a hour or so
then i feel terrible again
out of two weeks
i may have two great days
out of one great day with you
i may not even have a happy moment
people try to make me smile
people try to make me feel better
but
they dont get the point
it doesnt work!!
and until you go through this depression crap yourself
you will never know
its annoying for someone to talk to you
that you know doesnt care
its annoying for them to tell you to stop cutting
when youre so depressed
its annoying for them to freaking act like they do care
when they helped you get this way
true friends should notice
true friends dont care
yeah...
maybe i have two or three true friends
the others
arent worth my time
i try to help other people with their problems
but..why do they always come to me
maybe its because i dont blab my mouth like some friends would
maybe i really do truly care
maybe i am a great friend
or maybe its because ive been there and done that
ive done about all things
so i know what to tell people
but...if its something that would make me annoyed
i wouldnt tell them
because it worrys the crap out of me!!!!!!!!
yeah...
all you friends
that think your my friend
your not
you dont care
i dont know why you stand there
i dont know why you stand there and do it
stand there with a smile on your face
and pretend like everythings okay
nothings okay with us
you dont care
you should notice me hurt
you should put your arm around me in times of need
i go through crap with you
and all you problems
but you never listen to me with my problems
i have a lot of problems in life
but
does anyone NOTICE ME
no..they dont
you may pretend like you care
but...have you noticed
im dying inside!!!!
i go through life
trying to act
like nothing is wrong
but..when i try to talk about it
no one listens
theyre just like
your havin a bad day
get some rest
PEOPLE
I DONT NEED REST!!!
i need a new life
to start over new
sure...
i might miss some of my friends
most definately would i miss my boyfriend
but...hello....
YOU WOULDNT EVEN NOTICE ME GONE
im not a drama queen
so dont try getting me a crown
i dont like racism
so dont pick on someone whos just a different color
i dont like people who pick on the kids who arent just like them
so what if they may have autism or something that affects their life
you could get in a wreck
or something would happen one day
and you would be just like them
think about that
i try to tell you
things wrong in this life
this world
this universe
but...i guess im just invisible
so...yeah sure..
remember me as the invisible girl...
kiss my rear
because im sick of everyones dern trash!
 
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