time falls
the steady dripping of the poison water
from the faucet
how much i would like to stop the dripping
stop the time
stop everything
and make you all go away
cannot be displayed in words
for then it would be underrated and thus useless

answers
from you will not heal these wounds
they merely put a transparent bandage
and cease the blinding bleeding
but only for a few moments
before the aching in my chest
begins again
and the tears leave stains upon my flesh
and you swagger to my doorstep
and pull out a bandage
starting the painstaking process all over again
to be done until the sun explodes in the sky
a great, firey orb of death
the grim reaper in its blazing glory

betrayal
as much as i wish for it
to disintigrate into nothing
it will only grow
as does your power and dominating reign continue to stroll
for you to be in the arms of another
a crime i would hope for you not to commit
endless days
thats where you are

rusted
am i now
i am nothing
an old guitar losing its strings
being devoured under piles of dust
and cracking under the years of neglect

save me
someone make me happy and make me smile
make me feel the warmth thats been gone
for longer than i have time to remember

save me
make my core beat once more
and make my lips turn upward
and make me forget about him the way he forgot about me

help me.


thank you.


*~*there are probably a few typos in there. i dont have m-word since i wiped
my computer, and all i have is wordpad, and it doesnt have a spell checker.

jeez. why do i write such weird depressing stuff? im not sad. it makes no
sense.

thanks for reading
 
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