you tell me i havent gone that far
and why should i when your words leave a scar
you tell me im prude
and your being rude
but then you say you care
i'll choose when i want to give into you
i dont need you to tell me im not what you want
you say your afraid of touching me because i might get angry
well the only thing thats hurting me is your lack of trust
and you are blinded by the burning passion of lust
i dont know how to please myself and still be good to you
because im not going to take my pants off and show you what i have
you should be glad
im even here with you and not with somebody else
you thought i was perfect you thought you were right
but all your words disappear when we fight
and i cant bring myself to forget what happened to me
because you dont see
that the person your kissing isnt me
she isnt me
i turn into someone else so youll be happy
but i dont know
ive gotta go
i thought i could
you think i should
but im never really sure
i need to go and clear my mind
you are kind until i shoot you down
then you laugh and say im dumb
and i cant get the strength to carry on
your hands so strong
they hold on to the edges of my body
ive gotta go
 
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