tonights over, my heart beat is out of control and yeah, somethin is wrong
with me. so nervous so anxious, everytime, everything i do. get along, i
cant. because my mind is somwhere dark. why am i the person i am?, i hate
me. my fucked up mind is being tormented, i want to grow like everyone else,
and do what everyone else is doing, but i cant because im me. and i cant
think straight at all. they all seem so happy, and i seem to be following
behind, walking in thier footsteps, and i cant help but not wonder why im
me. shes so beautiful and smart, their all so handsome and talented. but im
just so fucked up and worthless. my esteem is on the ground falling beaneath
the pavements cracks and im shaking, and quivering. i swear to god, im not
what i want to be. what is happening to me. how did i end up like this? i
dont even know, and i dont want to know. people criticize. do i even exist?,
my heart hurts, it feels like someone is stabbing and twisting and tearing
out my heart. its speeding out of control
 
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