How can I control it?
Theses tears I can not hide
I’m hurting more and more
Just think you only see the out side
The pain with in
Drives my sane away
The way I was treated
They way I’m hated
It stays
It lingers with in me
For the longest times
Till eventually it comes out hurt
It’s the pain I can no longer hide
You all think this is the first
But you never know
No one knows my true past
I never dare to show
If ever I reveal
The demon from with in
It will only make me fight harder
Pain I just cant bare
The fight with in
I lose at times
But I never give up
I have no luck
But I try my best
As the words of pain n hurt
Slowly kill and infest
All love is gone
I have nothing left
Why not die now and save one more breathe
I won’t breathe the air you do
I’m not good enough for you
Ill stay in my corner
My ball of pain
Ill hide in shame
Lost in confused
With no words left to use
This is the worst it could get
There is nothing left
I am numb once again
With nothing to gain
Lost and confused
Put to shame
They way of the world
Has sucked me in
As I sit lifeless
I just can’t win
Like a heap of dust
Throw me in with the trash
They’ll say “your one of us"
Say what you want
I no longer care
As I said before
Its pain I can’t bare
I want to sleep my life away
Let it pass slowly
At least then I can dream
Of a better life t
The one I want
One that’s never true
All lives are filled with hurt
I know I am
What about you
This hate I want to be gone
Will never pass through
It stays here and haunts
The good memories those were true
Now I’m lost in confusion
Will you help me?
Because there’s nothing I can do
My life has been taken over
By bitterness I can’t control
It hurts that I’m hurting others
But what can I do?
, my life flashes
And soon it will be gone
This life of hurt n pain will one day be better
Before the days done

 
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