I sometimes think of the way thing are
Or the way they could never be
The truth is I love him more
But that you could never see

My emotions go crazy
Because you never knew
That all the love I had in me
Was not just for you

I love him too
But I didn’t want to hurt you
In the end I just made myself blue

They way you held me
It was no joke
It was then that I knew I loved you too
But now you still can’t see

You offered your coat
When I was cold
You would freeze
Just so I would stay warm

You always stared with those pretty blue eyes
You kept me smiling even when I would cry

But now the tables are turned
And I want to die
When lost my best friend
I just broke down and cried

You called me a bitch
A slut, a whore
But u still hate me so

All the pain inside
Made me hurt
It pained me so much
That I thought of deep cuts

All the blood running down
Such a release
But I don’t do that anymore
It was you who helped me

When I stopped
You were my new addiction
You kept the pain away
But now that you hate me
That’s deeper then anything

But there is nothing I can do
Your minds already made up
You believed the hate and lies
And now it’s all my fault

No matter how sorry I say I am
I know you just don’t care
So why do I even bother telling you
When your not here for me

You said id never lose you
I guess you spoke too soon
It’s your entire fault and made me cry
It’s my fault that you’re gone
I hope this won’t happen again

~Sher: 2003~



 
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