I don’t know how to explain this feeling
I feel lost without you and yet at the same time I want to live
I know I love you but how far can love go.

Best friends for four years then a month before you leave you ask me out
That was the happiest day of my life
But this feeling now is like I am losing you.

You left because you had to
I wouldn’t have it any other way.
I never wanted anyone to change their life for me.

But now with every letter I have hope you are coming back
And then I got this letter, and with all the love you sent
I still feel doubt. We are heading in two different directions
You might leave and where will I be.

Left here waiting for you, to live life by myself because of one month.
I will always be here but I don’t know if I can give up my life
The fear of you never coming back never seeing you again
It scares me more than anything and what do I do when I am scared
Run.

So here is the question do you run from love
Or is it really love if you want to run.
People give their life for one love
And yet if they know they where to lose that love
Would they go for it anyways.
 
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