How is it that someone can feel this sad?
Why can't I be happy and have fun like the life I once had?
Now I'm depressed and not sure why
Always waking up wishing I would die
When I look in the mirror I can't stand what I see
I don't like the way I look and this isn't how I want my life to
be
I took advantage of being happy and having fun
But who knew that in a short few years your fun would be done
I don't know why or how it came to me
But it did and now I'm here to face what I don't want to see
I'm not trying to make you feel bad or put on a show
I'm just telling you things about me that you should know
I know this won't last forever, but it's taking a long time to
heal
This kind of pain and sadness is something no one wants to feel
So let me sit here and drain out my thoughts
This is one tough demon that has to be fought
 
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