How is it that someone can feel this sad?
Why can't I be happy and have fun like the life I once had
Now I'm depressed and not sure why
Always waking up wishing I would die
When I look in the mirror I can't stand what I see
I don't like the way I look and this isn't how I want my life to be
I took advantage of being happy and having fun
But who knew that all of that would soon be done
I don't know why or how it came to me
But it did and not I'm here to face what I don't want to see
I'm not trying to make you feel bad or put on a show
But I'm just telling you things about me that you should know
I know this won't last forever, but its taking a long time to heal
This kind of pain and sadness is something no one wants to feel
So let me sit here and drain out my thoughts
This is one tough thing that has to be fought
 
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