im missing the spot where you used to sleep
im avoiding waking up cuz your face wont be there
and sometimes you get the best of me
and nothing makes sense until the bottle is empty
but even then, i always catch a glimpse of you
running thru my mind
only sad songs on the radio now
i still have your letter
where you said you'd love me forever
and i dont quite understand
how forever didnt last that long

and wouldnt it be great to be caught up in the moment
again and again

im missing the way you'd walk up to me and make me
feel like the most beautiful person
and im missing the way you'd stay up late to talk to me
and sometimes it takes all of me
to hold it together
i hope you're as happy as you seem to be
and if its not meant to be, help me get thru this
and sometimes i just have to laugh at my own expense
because i cant handle the truth
and i still have your letter, i read it everyday
and i dont quite understand why it didnt end up that way

i thought you wanted me to play hard to get
i played hard to get
its been 3 months
where are you?
where are you?
i didnt know what you wanted
where did you go
it took everything i had to lie and say i dont care
and it never really quite hurt so much as it does when you look at me
it never really quite, never really quite hurt so much before
 
Copyright © unlovable13, All Rights Reserved