I lied in your arms
You watched me die
the expression on your face was classic
although you didnt cry

There was something in your eyes
shock and surprise
I finally did it
So sick of all your lies

I was ready to stand
But so ready to fall
Then i did so quickly
I struggled to crawl
You pushed me down

You stood over me
and watched my broken smile
slid your hand acrossed my face
and decided to stay a while

you held my hand
squeezed it tight
you still dont understand
how i ever felt
all the things i couldnt say
Oh, i wish i could have delt

You started talking
I saw your lips move
something in your voice sounded mocking
you still dont approve

you dropped to your knees
a single tear dropped from your chin
you screamed, "God Please!"
You began to plea

"You stole my fallen angel
Why her?
Why my love?

"Hear me now dear
Because i need you to listen
I miss you so much
those wide brown eyes that used to glisten
honest and true
or your soft voice
for you my love always grew."

"Why couldn't you have stayed?
I would joke every minute of the day
Just to see your earth shattering smile.."

he continued to cry
used his torn sleeves to dry his tired eyes

"Those small innocent hands
that always found mine
I need you here with me
I'd walk the earth and back
just to see your gorgeous face
I need you to remind me
Why im still in this place."

Well love
I have a few questions
some unresolved business
a couple of things i need to mention

"Why did you do it?
i thought i knew you so well
you actually did it this time
put me through pain
and made my throat swell."

If there's anyway you can
send me a sign
make me understand
what'd i do wrong?

I lay there helpless
feeling so terrible
wishing I still had my life
god this was unbearable
wishing i didnt touch the knife
wishing i could hold him
and tell him i was sorry
i was so sure by now
he'd be feasting on his glory

when he finally became quiet
he placed a single red rose
on the top of her rock hard grave
fell to his knees once more
there he prayed

When he was through
he cried out one more time
brushed off his pants
and quietly whispered
"I wish you still were mine"


 
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