I'm hiding all these feelings no one knows
Putting on a smile hoping nothing shows
All this pain is killing me on the inside
I keep putting myself down, telling myself lies
No one will ever know what I'm going through
I don't have anywhere to run, don't know what I'm going to do
Who knows why I'm filled with so much pain
Nothing now will ever be the same
Because the happiness i once had will be forever gone
Everything will never be right, but will always be wrong
I'm so used to depression that I'm starting to give in
I'm trying my best to beat it, but it's starting to win
I'm not really sure how much longer I have to deal with this
But I can't wait until it's over so I can go back to what I really miss
For right now I'm going to deal with whats going on
Because one of these days, I won't be feeling the way I've been feeling for
so long.
 
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