I was happier being invisible.
No one saw me,
even as big as i am.
They all just walked by.
One at a time,
in two straight lines.
I'm not like them,
i'm different.
They know it,
same as I do.
Why can't I be happy?
Everyone else seams to be.
But then agen,
everyone else is not me.
My mood changes so dramaticly,
within the space of seconds.
I say this so matter of factly.
Why this is,
i canno't say.
I won't leave my heart out,
on a silver tray.
I keep it caged and protected.
Yet, it hurts anyway.
It bleeds every time someone walks by,
with laughter in there eyes.
But, they don't see me.
There laughter is not mine.


 
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