The only things I have left from you are memories and a gift
The gift I will treasure forever and ever, and will always keep near and
dear to me
Whereas the memories, they’ll eventually fade and flee.
At least I pray and hope
For with the pain, I cannot cope.
You see, you are the type of person that memories will never be lost.
But I’m determined to forget no matter what may be the cost.
Memories will only remind me of what we used to be.
Like how our love was so strong
What happened?
What caused it to be gone?
It was so powerful that I took it for granted
That it’d always be there
But eventually your outlook slanted.
We grew apart right before my eyes
And on that fateful day, all of my anger was muffled by whimpers and cries.
As you tried to comfort me, saying we could still be friends,
I knew it would never be possible because I wanted more.
I wanted to be with you forever.
I wanted to hang out and have fun,
To laugh and cuddle under the sun,
Go on bike rides and romantic walks,
Or just stay on the phone and have one of our long talks.
I know that everything that has a beginning must have an end.
But I didn’t welcome you as just my friend.
You broke my heart and moved on so quickly that I fear,
That you never cared,
So now I shed a tear.
I don’t want to cry over you
But for some reason I do.
My mind knows I must give up
But my heart just finds it as another challenge.
I tell my brain “to hell with my heart”
For all that is left is a tiny, small part.
My heart is now like shredded paper,
Just as it was many months ago
But now I need someone new to be the taper.
For all you did was shred it some more.
If it were an apple, you would have cut it to the core.
It’s unbelievable the way you made me feel.
You treated me like I was a princess, and told me I was the best.
That I was so much better than the rest
But now I need to do something right for a change
And try to forget about my own damn pain.
Are you done playing your fucking game?
Just leave my friends alone!
Unless you want your grave to be cast in stone!
If you break her heart, the next time you see me,
You better tell me what you want your tombstone to say,
For that will be your very last day.
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