My room's such a mess
reflects me so well
I'm so tangled up
no one sees
I'm living through hell
Here I'm standing alone but okay
I'm just going to let it rain out the day
I'm just going to let it all outpour because
There's nothing left for me here
nothing anymore
Let it out Let it out
Run away Run away
No one wants you
No one wanted you
Run away Run away
Let it go Let it go
I'll just turn around now
pretend I don't hear
all the painful jabs
from the ones I loved
now the ones I fear
It builds and it falls
all my delicate walls
I had built up so carefully
So I wouldn't have to bother
with this at all
But in the end
I was my own nemesis
I destroyed my own fortress
I screwed it up
You screwed up
Oh you stupid girl
Such a little naive girl
Run away Run away
It's all I'm good for anymore
Run away Run away
But never escape
I've built my own boundaries
I've set my own rules
Set them in stone
And now it falls
Falls down to the place
on the floor
where I lie
speechless
unable to move
it all comes gushing out
the memories
the tears
the blood
all these years
I never knew
So blinded
Couldn't see
What you did to me
And now all I can do
Run away Run away
Leave a trail of misery
Leave your weapon of choice
For the next to pick up
Pick up Pack up
Pack up your bags
Take with you all that we lack
What we made you be
Because we couldn't ourselves
You naive little girl
Blinded stupid girl
Run away Run away
Why can't I just run away
I want to be far far away
And you want it too
Don't try to hide
I know why you're smiling
So fake So fake inside
Run away from
the problems
the fears
the doubts
That you were always too afraid
to let out of your mouths
Let it out Let it out
Run away Run away
No one wants you
No one wanted you
Run away Run away
Let it go Let it go
While I walk away




 
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