I hate this feeling
but it seems to love to stay
I wish it would just leave me
Just for a day
I still get along
I smile through the tears
But there's nothing I can do
Except hold on to this knife
Slicing away the pain
Praying that God will take my life
There's nothing I can do
To make this fade away
I stare up at the blank sky
That reflects my heart
As the memories flood back
And my world is torn apart
The voices ring in my mind
Circling around my dark dreams of light
The faces surround me
Screaming through my hopes and laughs
Sufficating isn't it
The thought of happiness one day
When I'll dance around
freely laughing
In the sun's bright rays
But there's nothing I can do to get there
Because this feeling will never leave
No matter how much I try
No matter how much I bleed
There's nothing I can do
I've tried it all before
And I don't think I can do this anymore
Pretend, and live this life of lies
Oh you see these scars
And look surprised
Oh it's funny how there's still
no guilt in your eyes
There's nothing I can do
But hide my pain
Write down these words
And hope for rain
Live in my dreams
Cry out my heart
I'm starting to find
There is warmth in the dark
I've accepted all this
Maybe you should too
Because I have figured out
There is nothing more I can do




 
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