i closed my eyes
hopin the whole world would pass me by
but it didnt
things got worse
things got so terrible
i couldnt hardly stand the pain
but i wanted to take your pain away so bad
i knew why you treated me wrong
i knew why you couldnt hardly ever say anything nice
i knew why you were the person
you were
you were dying inside
and you just didnt know how to let it out
i wanted to help you so bad
but you just wouldnt understand
i wanted to hold you
i wanted to love you
but you pushed me away


one day
you finally realized you needed me in your life
and you came knocking on my door
there wasnt an answer
the door was unlocked
so you came right in
you saw me on the floor
blood surrounding me
i guess its too late
i guess its never going to happen
i tried to help you
but..you made me a suicidel teen
why wouldnt you listen
why wouldnt you hear my words
you made me do this


your so upset
you dont know what to do
you see the knife beside me
you try to fix your problems too
soaking deeper than mushroom blue
you bring it crashing down on your wrist
your blacking out
you think you see me
your lying right beside of me now



i woke up this morning
and saw you beside me
you showed me you did care
you came to be with me
you came to show your love

im sorry i hurt you
im sorry i didnt do anything
but..i think i could never say im sorry enough
for taking two innocent lives
who had everything to look forward too
but nothing to look back on...
 
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