The red trickles down,
I feel the end is near,
Do not frown,
There is nothing to fear,
No matter how hard I try,
I won’t ever die,
Oh, my heart beats at will,
Alive and dead in time,
My soul is left to spill,
For I am only dead inside,
I am just too hard to kill.

The red continues flowing,
My sharp friends in hand,
Back in fourth they’re going,
And this is where I stand,
The pain of tomorrow and yesterday,
Dripping out in red,
I do not want to stay,
Some is better left unsaid.

Another river of red forms,
I hate this world too much,
Deflect my mood in storms,
The wind blows at my touch,
Let me soak in the rain,
Lets kill the sun today,
The wrath upon my vein,
I cannot live this way,
Let the thunder be my anger,
The lightning be my stress,
The wind be my spirit,
The pain you’ll never guess,
The storm can be my heart,
The sun is the happiness in me,
Yet in storms the sun departs,
See how happy I can be?

The red rivers don’t meet ends,
Too many enemies in my path,
Feels like I have no friends,
Parents destroyed my ability to laugh,
I hate this world,
I hate the people,
My spirit choked and hurled,
My happiness is feeble,
I hate the parents that brought me in it,
I really want to be out,
There’s nothing I can do,
Even if I scream and shout.

The red rivers are flooding,
But death will not come true,
I’m dead in spirit, dead in soul,
But that is nothing new,
Yet I cannot leave this world,
I guess I’m here to stay,
Blankness and blackness fog around,
No, I will not die today,
Suck out all my happiness,
The darkness I receive,
There is something weird inside of me,
That will not let me leave,
Do not be concerned,
Don’t shed a tear for me,
I will be okay,
Alive I will be,
So do not worry,
Death is not my lure,
Even in this fury,
The red rivers mean nothing, I am sure.
 
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