I open my eyes to see what’s real
But what I want is not what I feel
I’m lost beyond insanity
Ran all the way home to a crying calamity
But from no wheres will I return
For my life is adjourned
I’ve gone beyond the deep mistakes
Look at all the chances I take
But what I see is what I get
And I still wont return or at least not yet
I’m past the girl that I thought I knew
All I had wanted was to be with you
What a fool I was to think I could have everything I pleased
In my mind now you’re just a bad disease
You weren’t worth my time nor space
My love for you was defiantly a waste
And I left the one I knew I loved
And he is still the one I’m thinking of
But why do foolish girls like me
Fall for players like you that we see
We waste our love; throw it out the door,
Just for a simple one touch score,
Then you’re out gone from sight,
There will never be another night,
And it ends just like that,
And our precious thing we’ll never get back,
We lose our dignity and pride,
And from the rest of the world we hide,
Because we all make foolish mistakes,
Nothing tops it off like the one I just made,
A fool is what I am
But guess what you don’t give a damn
I was just another simple girl,
And you came by and rocked my world,
You took it all away,
In just a few days,
And left me crying
To all your lying,
What did I do to deserve all of this,
Oh hold on ill start a list
You’re the one who made my dreams come true,
Then you threw it away with a boo fucking hoo,
And what do I get
A life of regret
Oh but that is one thing I wont do,
But why is it that I still love you,
But this whole ordeal with you and me,
I guess somethings weren’t meant to be.

 
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