Past memories
give me nothing,
but misery
this life I'm living
this hell I'm living
what is my purpose
what is
the point of living
why am I still here?
this life of mine
cant be reality...
or is it?
you crushed my heart
one to many times
you tore it all apart...
how can you be so cruel?
what did I ever do to you?
what did I do wrong
where did I go wrong
Its ok though...
I'm used to f****ng everything up
this knife in my hand
this very second...
I start to slid it
on my skin
you tell me to stop
I say "F*** off!!"
you tell me you love me
oh come dont make me gag
F*** your lies
F*** your love
I hate you
just go off and die
I hope what I'm saying
just...kills you inside
you f****d up my life
you told me lies
you told me...
you would never say...
goodbye....
but you lied....
you LIED!!!
but...why?
was I not good enough...for you?
you're never f****** satisfied...
no matter what I do...
I tried, I tried
oh my god...I really tried
once again...
the kinfe is in my hand
the blade...is on my skin
.....once again......
 
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