As I walk through the halls
I realize I am still the Pariah I always was
I thought I had changed, become more in touch
My thoughts were terribly wrong
Walking through life, wondering why things are the way they are
Hating what you have become
While praying you never get worse
To think that the darkness could seep any further in
Is baffling to my mind, how much colder can ones soul endure
The breaking point must be near
I dont see how you can escape the hole
The damp cold darkness of the pit you are trapped in
It is now a part of you, you live for IT and IT feeds on that
The insecurities of life and society make this force unbeatable
And who would want to win
You feel comfortable down in the depths,
It has become your life long goal to avoid contact with humans
So, how can there be a better place to hide then this world
There isnt so you remain and join in the hate and harm
Because after all why not hurt and harm the already
Hurt and harmed you that you have become over time
And you do
You remain the ghost that you always were
And thats okay
beause you are a Pariah and that is all you will ever be

Casandra

 
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