I feel so lost inside
I do not know where I am
And I do not remember where I came from
Let alone how to get back
It feels familiar though
I do not see myself leaving any time soon
I do not have the strength
There is no fight left in me
No initiative, no desire
So, I guess I will stay, set up camp
Leaving me to think
To think of you
And all you did, all you promised me
But all I saw was the dark side
A side no child should ever witness
No matter what they do
I did not deserve that, you know
That thing you took from me
My childhood was so obsolete to you
How could you
It hurt so much, for me anyway
You received some sort of sick bliss
That I will never understand
I doubt you would feel like me, but
I hope you do one day
Guilty

casandra

 
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