Sitting in the dark alone
Darkness prevails over all
My mood, my heart, and my world
I look into the mirror
Screaming
I HATE YOU GO AWAY
YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING RIGHT
I know what will follow
I reach for a bottle of pills
Desperately I undo the top
Spilling the contents
I impatiently swallow the pills
I sit down, as tears fall to the floor
I lose feeling
I do a line, it doesn’t help
Slowly things get faded
Then black
My heart pounds
Through my chest
I feel weak
I lie down
Losing consciousness
I surrender
I awake to hear the doctor
Saying
She’ll be fine
Screaming
I don’t want to be
I WANT TO DIE

casandra

 
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