I'm sitting in a corner
curled up in a ball
memories within me
have taken over me
your voice that’s inside me
its trying to kill me
I sit here alone,
With the knife in my hand
The blade,
Which sits on my skin
The harder I push
the deeper it goes in
tracing lines down my wrist
there’s nothing for me
but who gives a shit?
my life’s just not as good as wanted it
or is it?
who knows...
who cares...
just f*ck it!!!!
I don't know...
what to do anymore
It seems everyday,
I die a little more,
but why do I feel this way?
Why do I suffer all this pain...
Is there nothing more to gain...?
From my life...
that has shattered to millions,
and millions of pieces?
I feel like I'm all alone,
with no one...to talk to...
I feel so pathetic
and worthless...
I feel like I have no purpose,
in life...
Where can I run?
Where can I hide?
From all the things,
that are chasing me,
Hurting me,
And killing me inside...
all the things,
that make want to cry...
I cant take this anymore...
Its ripping and tearing me apart...
I'm just thinking of all the times...
The times when I felt like...
There was no point of life,
No ones here for me...
so here I am
in my room
all alone...
here I lie in bed
all alone...
why is it
that I'm the only one
who suffers
in this world
of misery and hate
I'm feeling so much pain
but I cant explain
this s*** hurts
just waiting to burst
I really need someone to talk to,
to comfort me
someone to tell me
that everything will be alright
someone, that will love me
and treat me right
someone
who wont make me want to cry
someone,
who wont make me...
want to die
Will I ever experience the joys,
of life?
to feel...alive?
I feel so alone,
I feel like no one cares
I feel like no one even wants to care
I'm alone
I will die
alone
will I ever have anyone,
in my life
to call my own?
will I ever have...
true love?
I guess not...
 
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